fe3lan mesh ader

4 z first time,i'll write 2 blogs in same day bt really i cant,full of sadness more zan i can stand,wish i sadness is line written by pencil easy 2 erase,or by pen 2 remove by corrector or even like man u can kill bt 4 sry it's a feeling zat u cant find or catch bet ur hands
disappointed as zis pic,no i think more
so like this,mayb bt wizout tears,may have black face & ( mouth

yes, i really wanna cover my face,2 hidden my sadness,already it may appear in my sound,in my way or u cant know if u didnt read z entry
i wanna fall on land,cover my face,just little think abt z desipated time bt time cant be back again ,yeah it's over

may b also like him,alone in z room,just some rays falling on his face as they are joing him in his sadness bt without talking,u can feel light as it's hagging him 2 feel zat he isnt alone
u can smile infront of ur friends or ppl around u,they'll sure think abt u zat u r happy man full if joy although ur heart,ur body,ur spirit is screaming of sadness&anger&sorry ,u'll be like

clown his job is 2 make ppl laugh,bt he may dont feel happy like u or he couldnt find who can make him happy

really i'm sorry&feel bad,it's really not my first time 2 feel bad like zat,alot i felt so & alot i though zis my max of sadness bt each time i knew zat i'm wrong coz z next is tougher

peaceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ,plz wanna some peaceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee